Rook Kingbird Posted January 31, 2024 Posted January 31, 2024 I do know that when my life is feeling high I’ve got everything I need. I can feel the love and devotion from my Women across the Universe. All of that. However, when I am living with abusive staff at a mental health group home who are controlling and embarrassing always challenging me. It is always constant… Abusive. I can’t help this. Depending on the day I struggle to remember who I am. The World feels so cold and people are so unfair. However, the glimmer is that when my life is set and entirely good to go I feel all that love. All of that comes to me when I have my comforts and liberties. The more liberating my life is the more I feel all of this. In addition. I pray this is Jesus Name. Help me. Amen. Thank you. 🙏
Rook Kingbird Posted January 31, 2024 Author Posted January 31, 2024 4 hours ago, Rain said: I hope you get the help you need. Thank you. It means a lot. I am feeling well today. I have a little bit more comfort. I have a meal tray where I place my laptop next to my bed. I will get my own soon. It actually belongs in the shared space area between me and my roommate but I can enjoy watching YouTube or Pluto TV and also Instagram and Facebook while I lay back. Then on my phone I can catchup on my music video choices I post on Facebook. With that it is different but unique where I will look at my wall on Facebook and go to one of my many music videos and read the description and get it going and then put it in my pocket as I listen. It is very nice to do in the backyard. I can WATCH in bed on the laptop but on the phone I can go through it faster and simply listen. I don’t have the right mindset to go down the list and watch video after video on my phone but my phone is more convenient in some ways and I can always take a break and go to radio.
Rook Kingbird Posted February 1, 2024 Author Posted February 1, 2024 Just to help me know that Women out there have good hearts. Heartstrings.
Tacenda Posted February 2, 2024 Posted February 2, 2024 I hope I'm not being rude, but I don't understand this post at all. Receive love and devotion from all women?
Raingirl Posted February 2, 2024 Posted February 2, 2024 13 hours ago, Tacenda said: I hope I'm not being rude, but I don't understand this post at all. Receive love and devotion from all women? Here’s my upvote. Neither does the post on ladies ‘ “executive wear” make any sense.
Rook Kingbird Posted February 3, 2024 Author Posted February 3, 2024 Basically, my mind gets messages telling me that I am the original Creation of static awareness evolving. All of this. I am Nature itself and Women find their place with me AND Animals see me as their personal Jesus and yes they are smart and also I am all for that.
Raingirl Posted February 3, 2024 Posted February 3, 2024 You seem obsessed with women. This woman does not “find her place” with you.
Rook Kingbird Posted February 5, 2024 Author Posted February 5, 2024 I get it. I’m the type that doesn’t mind getting away from the obsession but it stems from the signs I get from Women but it would be nice if I could think normally which I CAN experience that other side when I use my prayer beads and work through them maybe put my headphones on and listen to some holiday music because I like Christmas. So. I do see it both ways just at different times. The only thing I don’t like is being in the middle of a war between all that. If I accept one side I need to ditch the other. My problem is not knowing which side I should side with because MOST of the time the signals I get are more focused on me being the One for all Women.
mfbukowski Posted February 5, 2024 Posted February 5, 2024 Every sentence need not begin with "I". It is good to be concerned about others, too! 🙂 1
Rook Kingbird Posted February 6, 2024 Author Posted February 6, 2024 4 hours ago, mfbukowski said: Every sentence need not begin with "I". It is good to be concerned about others, too! 🙂 Sure. Always. It is always good to be concerned with others. THAT post in particular was about my experience. To see it as not thinking about others would be wrong although the notion or concept itself involves Universal devotion and let me say to you THAT all of this came to me as an 18 year old. All of it just started happening when I woke up. All of this. There were voices telling me that all the girls love me and just me. There were birds chirping. What does that sort of expression mean? It was an experience and it lives on. All of this. I pray this in Jesus Name. Amen. 🙏
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