Rook Kingbird

Sure. Always. It is always good to be concerned with others. THAT post in particular was about my experience. To see it as not thinking about others would be wrong although the notion or concept itself involves Universal devotion and let me say to you THAT all of this came to me as an 18 year old. All of it just started happening when I woke up. All of this. There were voices telling me that all the girls love me and just me. There were birds chirping. What does that sort of expression mean? It was an experience and it lives on. All of this. I pray this in Jesus Name. Amen. 🙏

I get it. I’m the type that doesn’t mind getting away from the obsession but it stems from the signs I get from Women but it would be nice if I could think normally which I CAN experience that other side when I use my prayer beads and work through them maybe put my headphones on and listen to some holiday music because I like Christmas. So. I do see it both ways just at different times. The only thing I don’t like is being in the middle of a war between all that. If I accept one side I need to ditch the other. My problem is not knowing which side I should side with because MOST of the time the signals I get are more focused on me being the One for all Women.

Basically, my mind gets messages telling me that I am the original Creation of static awareness evolving. All of this. I am Nature itself and Women find their place with me AND Animals see me as their personal Jesus and yes they are smart and also I am all for that.

Just to help me know that Women out there have good hearts. Heartstrings.

Executive wear. A fine suit is ultimately pretty basic but acceptable. This is not just attractive Attorney wear. Are you in charge of the World? You fit the suit. To be there. As an international club Executive Manager and a part time coach or a sophisticated Member. All of it counts. These are the Boys. They are the days. They are the years. Amen. 🙏🚧☝🏻

Thank you. It means a lot. I am feeling well today. I have a little bit more comfort. I have a meal tray where I place my laptop next to my bed. I will get my own soon. It actually belongs in the shared space area between me and my roommate but I can enjoy watching YouTube or Pluto TV and also Instagram and Facebook while I lay back. Then on my phone I can catchup on my music video choices I post on Facebook. With that it is different but unique where I will look at my wall on Facebook and go to one of my many music videos and read the description and get it going and then put it in my pocket as I listen. It is very nice to do in the backyard. I can WATCH in bed on the laptop but on the phone I can go through it faster and simply listen. I don’t have the right mindset to go down the list and watch video after video on my phone but my phone is more convenient in some ways and I can always take a break and go to radio.

I do know that when my life is feeling high I’ve got everything I need. I can feel the love and devotion from my Women across the Universe. All of that. However, when I am living with abusive staff at a mental health group home who are controlling and embarrassing always challenging me. It is always constant… Abusive. I can’t help this. Depending on the day I struggle to remember who I am. The World feels so cold and people are so unfair. However, the glimmer is that when my life is set and entirely good to go I feel all that love. All of that comes to me when I have my comforts and liberties. The more liberating my life is the more I feel all of this. In addition. I pray this is Jesus Name. Help me. Amen. Thank you. 🙏

Thank you. I am just taking it day by day.

I also had a chat with my Mom tonight. She is my legal guardian. We applied for SSD benefits almost two years ago. I am eligible and have had them before. It is supposed to take under a year at most. Still nothing. Come to find out my Mom says that the person she talked with about my benefits initially during the time they were going through my benefits case load was put on hold because he or she quit soon after they took the case on. My Mom found all this out and so now we are trying to get it on track. In Jesus Name. Amen. All of this.

Right. Definitely. My references could maybe type a page maybe have a list of pros and challenges. Probably would be a good idea. I am mainly excited. Pretty much. It will be good to be involved. In Jesus Name. Amen. All of that.

I make around $900.00 a month on disability. I have been waiting for my benefits to get here. Still waiting. I will just have to wait. However, would it be out of the question to inquire with the Bishop about renting a room from a couple within the Church? It would be a major plus if I were to rent from a Church family opposed to someone on the outs.

I can get a bike. I live in Oregon in a city called Medford. I am not too sure about riding my bike to get to work each day. I am disabled and need to work from home. Very creative.

I cannot drive. I do not even dare go there when it comes to driving because I crashed and could have killed someone. I don’t mind getting a regular job but hopefully I could get rides and then I need a type of job that is entry level that pays well enough for a decent place. Otherwise I am interested in writing books for Amazon but I would need someone to walk me through because I’m more of a hands on kind of man. The place I am staying now will allow me to go to Church three months from now and that is only because of my participation in the program. I will need to get a taxi at first and then see if anyone can give me rides after that point. I appreciate all the information.

I have been loosely involved with the Church for 4-5 years and wish I could start attending Church on a regular basis but my life has been preoccupied with guardianship living facility factors. Right now I am working to get to a better facility to start being able to actually go to Church on a regular basis. I have been to Church only a handful of times but it was the greatest joy and I have history with the Missionaries but they are too busy for me right now and PLUS I am kind of frustrated when we meet because I am stuck at the facility that I don’t want to be at. I am very creative and want to pursue writing. For instance I would like to write books for KDP or “Kindle Direct Publishing” and I am also a photographer and abstract artist. I want to use my talents but I have been out of the loop. What can I expect when it comes to inquiring for help with these things as I finally start to begin the Covenant Path? I have been through so much and my dream is to get married and start a family and become a great passionate who has success. All of this.