Hey bredda,!!!!! tank yuh fi yuh honest post—it really touch mi cause mi know dat deh stagnant feeling all too well. Mi gruo op az wahn skini Jumiekan bwai a Kinston, we laif wehn ful a vaibrant soun, chrang fambili prieya, ahn riil schrogl laik schrechin fuud a rais ahn kaaloo, ahn choch muotaim fiil muo laka bakgrong naiz wail mi main waak tu futbaal ar woriz. But wen mi come to di restored Gospel teach mi seh di Laad si dat deh likkle island bwoy an waan mek worship deeply personal. Fi fight di phone scrolling inna sacrament meeting, mi now prepare mi heart beforehand by reading jus one chapter, like 3 Nephi 11 or Alma 34, picturing di Savior right deh wid mi as mi tek d i sacrament, letting it cover mi distractions an weaknnesses like it did fi dat hungry, distracted kid weh mi used to be. Inna di temple, mi bring a simple kweschan or family name an mek di ordinances dem flow like di rhythmic music weh mi grow up wid, feeling di covenants dem turn mi ordinary life inna someting covenantal an powerful. Nephi’s words inna 2 Nephi 4:18-19 keep mi going—“O wretched man dat mi is... Nevertheless, mi know in who mi have trust”—reminding mi seh even wid wi flaws, consistent small efforts bring real Spirit. Di Laad no disappoint inna yuh struggle, bredda; Him a wait fi meet yuh inna dem quiet moment deh. Staat likl, kip aaan a ton tu Im, an wach yu worship kom alaiv—yu get dis chruu Krais. God bless yuh an yuh journey! 🇯🇲🙏