Going to get personal for a bit. I'm in a weird spot. I have a beautiful wife. She isnt a member and we get along good on most things just not the Church stuff all the time. Not hostile she just dont get where I'm coming from and doesnt want to most of the time.
My daughter is amazing but she is still young and I cant really talk about alot of gospel stuff in depth with her.
I'm not super close with my parents or siblings. I'm not antagonistic or anything, but we aren't exactly a share everything family.
I want to be more devout but its a struggle doing anything by myself.
I dont have any close friends. At all. Never been able to get close to other guys. And I'm married so I dont think trying to make close female friends would be appropriate.
The guys in my quorum are grest but we are all in different spots. Saints on social media arent a help because I'm not finding any I really feel close to. They are either too doubtful and antagonistic to the gospel or too busy trying to "own" the first group to actually live the principles they defend.
I just feel isolated and alone. Which is frustrating since I have people I love all around.
On top of that my career has stalled. We struggle to make ends meet and no matter what I do I dont seem to get anywhere.
I'm not sure what to do anymore or what anyone can do to help but I needed someplace to share