Sure lots of things may be changing.... but you decide that. I too have been diagnosed with non Hodgkins lymphoma, follicular and extranodal, stage 4 because it's in my bone marrow. My prognosis is not good. There is no cure and i have refused the chemo treatments. I may have 2 or 3 years. I'm 64 years old. I just found out last April. Just before my diagnosis, I was called to serve as Elders Quorum First Counselor. I was concerned about my calling because I think that the elders quorum should have strong and dependable leadership. I went to my stake president with the news but he reassured me that the Lord will give me the strength that I need. Keep your faith in front of you my brother. God loves you. He sent his spirit as a comforter.